Octomom celebrity dating show

He walked straight to me and looked straight into my eyes.'He took my hand and grabbed my arm and said in a very gentle but firm way: "You do not have to do this." He repeated it five times.'I couldn't control the tears that were streaming down my face. I looked down for a moment, and looked up and he was gone,' she says.Natalie says she thought it was possible the man could have been 'an angel' and she decided to make a change: 'I knew I had to be my healthy self again.The fraud, was totally expunged thankfully.'Now Natalie works part time as a counselor, speaking to men and women who suffer drug and alcohol issues. And I knew when I did this I would be sacrificing a social life.She says despite caring for 14 children on her own, she is not looking for a partner: 'That's just not me. But that's OK because I'm not social.'She confessed she was 'very foolish, immature and selfish' to have 14 children, and didn't really think through the consequences: 'I was on a mission. But I couldn't imagine my life at this point in time any different than it is.'Natalie admits things are tight but she helps feed the family with food stamps.

Suleman, who recently inked a deal for a reality show and has begun working with a ghostwriter on a book, has nothing to do with the production.

Nadya, 42, who now goes by the name of Natalie, has also turned her back on her media persona of 'Octomom' who she says 'nearly destroyed me and my family.'Speaking to Daily she revealed: 'Every day I would wake up with the most ugly, dead, visceral feeling inside of me.'I didn't want to live.

I felt less than human as that character I was pretending to be, to survive and provide for my family.'What she was disgusted me and I did not want my children to remember me like that.

For ,000, you can get a two-hour "meet and greet" with dinner, a photo opp, signed copy of the Another source of income for Suleman has been her stripping and adult film gigs.

Despite filing for bankruptcy just months before and nearly losing her home, Suleman told E!

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